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HERE WITH PICTURE.

miss me? Haha. :)

Finally on my desktop. hahahaha im so lazy , like srsly, since i hv free time right now, i think i will post a proper picture but still.. without picture...  LAZY.



Life is still alright for me. hmmm.

just feel sick n tired right now. i want to rest but eh..............................

Hi


do formspring me! I promise i would get my blog done soon!!!!!! WAIT FOR ME!! :)

I will rlly update a proper post when i get my stuffs sooon. Wait for me,people. Im lazy to get my picture upload boohoo im sorry.


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Recently, Im so lazy to go to school. been sleeping late too, well, i really miss night life so much. I really dislike it alot, really. but there's alway good friends there supporting,enjoy together, if delay pay isn't the issue, things would really work well. I need to prepare before 1 and i think i'm late soon. i need to go to the singpost to check whether my lens is with them  anot ARGH.

Life suck without money, money is the word. OHHHH i want a cameraa soooonnnnnnnnnnn

Should i get camera or shared with my sis? but i bet she won't.sellll fish...........

What am i thinking now. seriously.. I thought that i love you, after broken up with him. 3 guy pass by my life... even thou the feeling is so different.. a is the one i thought i really had feeling with. I  will be jealous,angry,care about him whenever he talk to girls but now.. i feel tired,tired to love. Why do i alway let go after few day, phobia. Im really scared.. Scared to be hurt.. I'll alway let go those i love because i scare that the more we contact,the more hurt i will get. WHAT AM I THINKING? can someone tell me. I really dont know what can i do.. REALLY. if things carry on, i wont be having new boyfriend,im learning to get over.. i dont love HIM anymore, it's all about AAAAAAAAAA right now but.. im alway scared so i choose way to be like this.. stupid? Yes, i am. HOW? can anybody tell me what should i do?

hi,life is boring.

ahahahaha BORING LIFE. supper club yesterday gagagaga rarara.. still used to night life. how ah??? :( Recently my life is good just that i think too much!!!! hahaha! Finally got time to get my brow trimmed. LAZY LAZY. 

I rlly wanna sleep but how, damn, i rlly shouldn't be soft hearted, i choose to believe yet.I bet.. he's hating me right now, but i rlly rlly rlly didnt say anythings bad. Please trust me,even how much you hurt me, i'll never have the heart to do all this to you.... Hammy said that my voice changed, and i just call up clau bby and... i seriously think that my voice... is fucking man right now. WHYYY.

I know doing all this hurt myself but i choose to do so. you must be happy ok.
 hahha

SENSETIVE. paranoid.analyzing, scrutinizing, dissecting.




OH , im just creating more trouble being like this! damn it!

Please , dont be lazy for school, omg.

Using sis's lappy right now.Im so hungry right now, well, Life is good~

Kbox and koi tea with cousin, meet up with jacelin for bakuteh as usual. This. kind.of.simple.life.is.what.i.am.craving for !!!!! School is starting, gonna get new schol shoe !!

If i believe you, Im the world biggest fool. IMAGINE GIRL OPENING LEG INFONT OF YOU, DOING ALL SLUT MOVE,YOU, A BOY, WILL YOU FUCK HER, AND IT'S FREE. WILL YOU? OF CAUSE YOU WILL RIGHT. IT TEMPT YOU FOR SURE. FRIEND? DONT GUILTY THEN KEEP ON CALL ME LA , YOU FUCKING KNOW HE'S MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT, FUCKING ACT DRUNK, SRSLY, YOU NEED GET A CHECK UP SOON, FUCKING SICK.


just srsly, fucking pissed off. NO BOY CAN BE TRUSTED. THEY GO FOR HOLE instead of love.



THIS IS A FUCKING  LESSONT FOR ME. FUCKING DONT TRUST ANYBODY, DONT BELIEVE THEIR SWEET TALK, DONT FUCKING TELL ME YOU DIDNT DO IT WHEN YOU FUCKING GO UP AND LIES TO ME.

What am i thinking? Everythings is fine but.. today,someone told me, sometime he still miss the past. I mean you already got your girlfriend... I mean, i alr got my boyfriend too , Till the part we chatted about  memories, things changed, I feel so confused, i dont know what to do. I decided to put that a end because im feeling so confused. so confused.. I dont know what is right, what is wrong. I really dont know~ I really dont know! If you're reading this, can you tell me what you want? can you stop giving me false hope. Do you know every words of your really affect me. I feel so empty. EMPTY.. I havent let go totally, ain't? :(



Im sorry.

HAHA Had been seeing and clearing those old pictures. Damn funny & sweet. Damn disgusting too! Can't stop laughing. Those picture at pula ubin trip,claudia's house and etc.. Everyone is moving foward to their goal, shouldn't turn back at all! I should work hard for money and school.. Hope school will be good either!!